For me.

Ha ha I have done nothing but tried to please people. Going out of my way to not offend or hurt feelings, which resulted in me giving up a lot of my opinions and desires. But I am finally doing things for myself, because I want to, I need to. And Daaanggg it feels good. For those of you I pissed off, hurt your feelings, or whatever, I am sorry you think your opinion matters that much in my life.

I posted that on Facebook. But not the last line.

I know it would have pissed some people off more.

And I decided to be nice.

I can be independent without being mean.

Holy crap.

The lighting and thunder is amazing

It's been going on all day.

Man I love it.


Anyway the reason I posted this.
I am selling my contract for the fall.
The only reason I moved in is because Sam kind of just made me sign up with her.
And me being me, and being too stupid to say no.
I signed up with her.

Bad Idea.

As summer has gone on that girl has gotten more on my nerves
I felt like I had to give up everything in my schedule just to hang out with her.

She always wanted to do something RIGHT after work,
when I am hungry, tired, grumpy...

Not wanting to be around people.

But I could never say no.

I was worried I might hurt her feelings or something stupid.

So I finally went out and put my contract up for sale.
It might not sell.

And Sam is mad.

But I don't really care.
I don't want to live there, not with her.

I want to start fresh.
And that was not the way to do it.

We will see what happens