Ok Here We Go

I have made a decision.

If I get accepted to Ohio's photojournalism program,
I'm going.

No looking back.

I have no money, no experience.
But I feel like it what I should
and
need to do.


For my sake.

The biggest struggle I have been having lately is that
I want to do what I am supposed to do,
the right thing.
What the Lord wants.

And all the advice and ideas that I have gotten,
have just jumbled together,
causing me to overload,
because I stress and panic easily.

But some advice I got,
and last night this was reinforced,
was that it doesn't really matter.

Any path I choose will be the right one,
because the Lord knows I will pick the right one.

So despite the fact that my dad has told me he wants me to stay,
that I keep coming up with excuses to stay,
that I have no money for schooling,

and that I am absoluetly scared out of mind,
I'm doing it.

I'm heading to Ohio.

If I get accepted.


haha
This is going to be quite a ride.