Ok Here We Go

I have made a decision.

If I get accepted to Ohio's photojournalism program,
I'm going.

No looking back.

I have no money, no experience.
But I feel like it what I should
and
need to do.


For my sake.

The biggest struggle I have been having lately is that
I want to do what I am supposed to do,
the right thing.
What the Lord wants.

And all the advice and ideas that I have gotten,
have just jumbled together,
causing me to overload,
because I stress and panic easily.

But some advice I got,
and last night this was reinforced,
was that it doesn't really matter.

Any path I choose will be the right one,
because the Lord knows I will pick the right one.

So despite the fact that my dad has told me he wants me to stay,
that I keep coming up with excuses to stay,
that I have no money for schooling,

and that I am absoluetly scared out of mind,
I'm doing it.

I'm heading to Ohio.

If I get accepted.


haha
This is going to be quite a ride.

Nihao!

Nihao!

So I am in Chinese 101.
Coolest class ever.

I am terrible at it, but I love it.

I know it's exactly where I need to be and it is where I am going to stay.
I am going to learn Chinese,
cause it's something that will help me in the long run.

So I think there is something wrong with me this semester.

Last semester I had at least one date,
every,
single
weekend!

In the last 6 weeks,

I have had 4.

Lameo!

What is with that?
I mean, I'm not giving the annoying guys a chance anymore,
I am being a little more picky.

But I can't seem to get anything anymore.

haha I know. It's super shallow.
But I worry.
It's BYU.
Marriage is constantly thrown in our faces, whether we like it or not.

It doesn't help that I live by myself,
and I hang out with all girls.

Though the hanging out is super fun.

We went to the ice castles in Midway,
which is where those pictures were taken.

It was fun!

I miss boys,
but.... I
will survive!

Because God is good,

he as given me so many blessings,
and not dating is not a big deal.

I love my life because it is my life,
and no one elses'.
I have been truely blessed with amazing friends, family and learning experiences.
I am glad I am where I am.
There is so much to learn.
I'm excited.

You are amazing.
Did you know that?
God is aware of you, who you are and what you are doing.

He is amazing!

Did you know I can see a giant crane outside my window?
It is really fun to watch in the mornings,
Mornings are my favorite

Anyway,
enough about being random.

Wo hen mang!

More randomness later.

Long time

Wow. It's been awhile since I've posted.

Lots has happened.

Good, bad, fun, awesome.

Different.

It's been an awesome 6 months. But things have really changed.
I didn't get into BYU's Photo program. Best thing that ever happened to me.

It has led me to think about transferring to another school,
out of state!

YAY! It's going to be interesting.

I am in the processes of applying to two different schools.

Ohio University

&

Western Kentucky University

Very far away.
But both are really good photojournalism schools.

I am leaning towards Ohio.

Lots is going on.

I'll keep you updated.

Life is good.

God is great.